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Linda Parkinson-Hardman's avatar

In the beginning was the humming. At least according to my mother and she has the photographs to prove it (so she says).

I was born on board a ship heading east, away from the land in which she was birthed, towards a new and uncertain future in the land of her newly-fledged husband. The hum of the ship’s engines was the only thing, she says, that kept her sane during the 36 hours it took for me to finally appear in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean, belonging to no country but the sea.

She says I was determined to be ‘of no fixed abode’ even then. And she has been pretty much proven right ever since!

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Lesley Mason's avatar

In the beginning was the word and the word was "enough". Enough trying to be what you all wanted me to be. Enough KPIs and pointless reports. Enough trying to do the job instead of meeting the targets. Enough early mornings and late nights and not enough respect. Enough commuting half-way across the country for meetings that mostly didn't matter. Enough paperwork. Enough watching the ethos sink under money-matters, when it should have been service, when it should have been people. Enough forgetting what the point was, and should still have been. Enough, enough, enough.

In the beginning was the sentence and the sentence was "Here with my resignation." Because I had stopped being resigned to it all. I woke up to the fact that I cared and you didn't, or not enough to make the difference that needed to be made. And so I walked away.

In the beginning I had a plan, and the plan was upended. My new beginning was not the one I had in mind. My new beginning sent me reeling in a different direction entirely. This beginning, might not be "the" beginning, but it is the one that has brought me to my home and my soul work and so really, it is the true beginning, the one that actually matters most.

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